I have now found the old me not the wife and mother but who I was before I took on those roles. That in its self is very welcome
That's where I'm right now, realizing how much of me was "on hold" while I was doing what was expected of me (and I volunteered for it nobody forced me) I was a mother and a wife first and then somewhere in the background was Mila the person.
It's actually fun to start re-discovering me...what do I like, what would I choose without being influenced and having to compromise to the wishes of H. I realize that lots of my interests are H's interests, that I would not develop otherwise. Some of them I will keep some of them I only liked because he liked them. Lets discover what we like just for us
M53 H54 D17 M33Y T38Y Bomb OW 09/09 OUT 10/09 BACK 11/09 OUT 01/10 WANTS TO R 04/10 BACK with OW 05/10 Wants to Reconcile 05/11 I said NO
