I am really feeling stuffed tonight... I feel so TRAPPED.
Again, it is so convenient of our H's to have an MLC or to have an affair around the time they are about to become fathers! They subconsciously feel it is "safe" because we aren't going to run off with someone while we are pregnant and not while taking care of a newborn!
Piano, keep going. Some days will feel tortuous for sure, but just do your best to fill your life with activities for you and D and for now, that could mean just going for a walk.
Every time your H comes to see your D she will be so vastly different from the last time! (when he begins to fly from Europe, I mean)
And gee, how is he going to feel when he sees another man is cuddling her and helping to raise her? Because if he doesn't get his act together, he will lose you.
me,34 exH,34 S,16 months S:3/31/09-left for OW started DBing 10/09 d final: sometime 10/10 current: http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2022856&page=1 met in 2004