I need help in the biggest way. I feel so helpless

[timehealsall]

I was a stupid fool. He had been lying the entire time

why couldn't he just have been honest? Told me he wanted her and not me? He could have just filed and gone on with his
life. But why take me on this ride?

I've been so accepting and accommodating and he has just destroyed me every which way.

And I type this as I sit in the very same
house, his house, where our R first started. Where it all started.

I guess it really all does come first circle.