TH. I am back 10 months. The emotions. The hurt, pain, despair, betrayal.
The mind movies have come back. The obsessive thoughts, lack of sleep.

I feel so stupid and foolish. I believe now that OW has been with him the entire time. That they never split up. That she just truly accepted her role as the other woman. It makes me sick.

M: 32
H: 34
S:5
D: 3
D: 1
Together 11 years
Married 7
Bomb: PA/EA 8/13/09 (for 1 year on and off)
ILYBINILWY: 08/09

"The end of suffering happens with the end of wanting."
-Laura Munson