Cat - You are so right about my trying to control and make everything alright. I definitely need to add that to my list of "watch its":) H didn't come home last night - hasn't called, texted, etc. We are supposed to play the "role model parents" today at baseball tournament. I've gotten the car loaded, food cooked - he emails the other parents telling them what I will do and such / putting on a show. Today, I will go peacefully - just smile and be quiet. I'm ready to leave and assume he will be there. You never know. Thanks for your insight! The Irish thing - descent / I am just a LB Southern S:) One of many I am finding out!
M-48/XH-48 M=25/T=28 years Ds-24,22/S-18 D - 3/11 A Day at a Time