Here's what I know. I observe based on what you post that you are chasing her and she is running away from you. I, and others, keep strongly suggesting to you that you try something else - like making yourself scarce and going dark on her - to see if that fans what little flame she may still have for you. You haven't tried that yet. You've done the opposite - and I understand why - b/c you're hurting, you're scared, you don't want to lose her, you're sad. I've observed that you will find ANY reason - or no reason at all - to contact her. And yet, she still walking away from you.
