Ohhhh and I can relate to the "two people"...but once you get them to "merge" you will feel balanced...and really that is where we want to be...somewhere along the way we became unbalanced and need this now...not that we needed the MLC carnival ride but we need to get our balance back!
Just remember, even though we, because we seem to have sooo much in common, have/had these personality flaws...does not mean that we caused this, this, this...whatever you want to call it...but we were party to it and are now owning our part and working on ourselves...
I am still working on me...I find I start becoming unbalanced and I have to do a recheck...sometimes it is helped by taking a time-out...getting a massage, getting a pedicure/manicure, facial...something that makes me feel good and allows me to calm my innerself down so that I can refocus on my goals...
Take care...enjoy the weekend...I am off to the fair with my SPAM contest entry!!!!