I need help in the biggest way. I feel so helpless

[timehealsall]

Once again. You're right on.

I thought that it would get easier. But this is hard

he was just over to drop son off

perfectly pleasant. Making conversation and laughs.

I was too and tried not looking at him because when I did, I wanted to just cry.

He stayed for a while. Caught a few glimpses. But no R talk or
anything. He was trying to get us to go
to a tournament of his tomorrow. (actually said you kids and mommy will come) but luckily S said he didn't want to come.

He came back in. Kids sat down to eat. He ate a few bites from D's plate. I offered him some but he said he was dieting. And then said good night guys and kissed and hugged the kids and went to
bed.