Just Confronted - A Litttle Confused

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Had a minor setback tonight. She came home with all the financial documents from taking them to the lawyer.

I let my emotions totally get the best of me and carried rhe conversation too far.

I asked why she never planned on giving me the fair chance, and why I had to compete with the other guys. I said some stupid things, like I would never compete with another guy in my own home.

She just appears so HAPPY she is filing for the divorce. She said "I am putting ME first, and not worrying about you". "You were never a partner". "You never gave me enough intimacy".

God, why am I so stupid? 2x4's if you will guys. I know I deserve it, but I am so emotional and scared right now.

I've never seen her so strong, confident, and sure of herself as I have right now. God, she has me terrified.