Deep down Mila it sounds like your h still cares. How could he not after 37 years. That time just doesn't evaporate.

You sounds like you are handling things well. None of this is easy Mila and so hard to understand. Maybe that is the problem, trying too hard to make sense or understand anything a MLC says and does. We try so hard to grasp at anything they say or do and try to read into it and what it all means.

Stay focused on you and D. That is all that matters at this time. You sound strong, now keep that going!

Me 50
H 42
S 22
S 9
D 7
M 12
T 17
H moved out 8/2006
H moved home 1/2007 for 3 weeks
H moved home 5/2011 for good

"Learn from yesterday ~ Live for today ~ And hope for tomorrow"