She's on her way to file divorce papers now.

This day has turned into such a nightmare. It's like it somehow isn't real.

I talked to her on the phone and she was so matter of fact, and actually a little excited about it. How did any of you all get through it and still have hope?

I don't think I have fully accepted that losing her is a possibility. How do you honestly come to terms with that? This by far has been the worst day of them all.


Me - 32
Her -30
Married - 7 Years
Together - 9 Years
No Kids
05/21 - Bomb
6/8 - Exposed
7/9 - Re-Exposed
06/11 - She Filed