Oh Cagz, it is not ridiculous. We devoted our lives to these men who threw it all away for a taste of lust and fantasy life. It is hard to wrap your mind around such waste and cruelty.
You are not alone in your grieving and sadness you just express it better than most.
Beer and the pool sound good to me....
Me: 46 H:44 Together: 25 years Married: 20 years Separated: 11-30-06 Divorced 12-21-07 OW: EA began 2005 PA began end of 2006 3 children,20, 16, 6 ex asked for forgiveness 01/16/11
