I'm starting to feel brewing sensation to just say F it, confront her for her crap behavior, sick of her lack of respect for me lately, etc..
I'm starting to feel like there's nothing I can do to turn this around. She doesnt give a hoot how I feel, what she is doing to anyone else around her, and I dont know that I could continue on if I found out she has been with anyone else. I already suspect it, and she sure isnt doing anything to make me think otherwise.
I see the person I've become. blinded by my love and attachment to my GF, self giving but not to myself. I lost my confidence, self-worth, and I have become passive in all aspects of my life.
