Originally Posted By: Mach1
How did last night go Miss ?


Posted a pic from last night on the alt a few minutes ago.

Last night went fine, nothing earth shattering from her just alot of smiles from her. I did look at her in a more loving way, as if I was on a date with her and trying to make good eye contact with her and smile alot.

She did pick up on the vibe b/c at least 3 pr 4 times she would say "What?" or "What is it?" when I was looking at her. I could tell she was enjoying the attention I was giving her. I think I have found that level of detatchment that allows me to act this way towards her and not have any expectations.

I am not sure but I would say I am feeling confident in myself again, I know I have changed and I am not going back to the old me. I think she might be picking up on that confidence and maybe on some level might be attracted to it.

My S9, my W and myself had an enjoyable dinner outside. We had a couple of Corona's which is never a bad thing. LOL

My W loves to shop a Goodwill to find superdeals on stuff, and there is one right next to this restaurant. She knows I hate...errr...don't care to go in there but she asked if I wanted to join her and S9 after dinner while she looked around.

Not rainbow fecal matter coming out of a unicorn but still it is good stuff. Is that better Jack?

So we go into Goodwill and my W picks out some shoes and jeans, I compliment her on the shoe selection and offer to hold the shoes while she tries on the jeans, all smiles and good vibes, it is like old times. Like the nightmare never happened, this is where I would get my emotions involved before.

So we finish up and are walking out to the cars and I already decided that I was going to move in for a hug and or a peck on the cheek. I bent down and hugged my S9 and stood and she was starting to move past me to get in her car and I gently touched her arm and she stopped and gave her a kiss on the cheek, bid them both farwell and got in the car and left.

All in all it was good. Went home, the neighbors came over and we sat on the patio and had Little Friday. It was good.


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Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes. You are free.

~Jim Morrison