I don't know. I guess it would just be me pushing the M further in the dump than it is if I did that.
I am very emotional at the moment because all the moves I have to make are just one step closer to us being divorced. I really do miss the woman I married so much. I wish I could move on, but I don't seem to be able to do that. I feel awful today and have shed some tears over her.
I do not want to feel this way, and I wish I could stop.
Thing about it, she's not "her" as in what you knew. I just got off the phone with my wayward b-i-t-c-h, and she was sounding like she's angry at me for being in an abusive situation and being forced to respond to her on occasions.
Now I was just looking at a log of her instant message, and she was worred about loosing OM at the time back in 2007. She was worried if we move she would lose OM, but her buddy confided in her that she could find someone else. She wanted to stay.
Do what your supposed to do here, I'm not sure feelings from the past gain us any points. I'm a bachelor, and if I don't look at it like that it makes me crazy or depressed.
