you may not have come to grips with it....but it's the best thing that ever happened to you...she is batchittcrazy..and for that there is no cure..
I get that, don't want her, dont care about her, dont deal with her, she is a nut job. I was more saying that teh emotional damage reached deeper than I thought it did. I am sure a lot of that was me being a "guy" and not allowing my armor to get any chinks in it. The thing is Mike, after almost 4 years I shouldnt still feel all the hurt and pain that I do. I shouldnt still tear up when I leave my best friend and his wife and kids because I miss that "family" part of my life. It hurts like hell not haing that part of my life anymore.
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Doubt--stop being a dick...you doubt yourself because you are 1. getting older 2. cause you're being a dick
Really, you had to throw in the older part. I am completely ok with you calling me a dick, I get that. but old.... low blow.
Ian
ahh hell...you know what I mean about getting older..not that you're falling apart getting older..I'm talking about the thinking part of getting older..seems like the older I get the more I think about the emotional side of things..also think more about family..could be the same thing happening to you...I think at a younger age we don;t think about family as much..we are too busy having a good time, chasing the dream...etc.....
and for feeling that stuff after 4 years..brother..I still get pissed at my 1st ex..for the things she did to pretty much ruin Matt's(my son) R with me..hell I blame her....buit all that's over and done with...I figured out that if you spend time thinking about all the stuff these WAW's do/did....you give them the power...
i'll keep my power for myself..
You're a good man Ian...you know i hold you in high regard...always have..always will...
