Need a Plan for My Marriage

[LSG]

DLS,

I don't know. I guess it would just be me pushing the M further in the dump than it is if I did that.

I am very emotional at the moment because all the moves I have to make are just one step closer to us being divorced. I really do miss the woman I married so much. I wish I could move on, but I don't seem to be able to do that. I feel awful today and have shed some tears over her.

I do not want to feel this way, and I wish I could stop.