The divorce petition is not about them, and you are right. It does affect them, and I need to minimize the effect that it does have on them.
I am angry at the moment that she is still having an A and putting her A before the me and the kids. I believe I am the better parent because I have not allowed to have someone put before my M and my kids the way she has.
I do not have as much anger as you think. I do have some anger and that is healthy and positive if focused in the right way, and I believe it is. I am doing what is best for me and the kids.
I have to focus on me and them. I express all my emotions here to vent and let them out.
I do understand your points and some are very true, but the emotions that I show here do not define every part of me when I am not letting them out on this forum.
I always appreciate your support and your suggestions for improving myself.
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