Hi all, sent a long email to H yesterday. My gut feeling is to try and be open with him and avoid any kind of additional resentment from building up. I also KNOW that he has been trained by me to take things for granted in the past and sinec I have changed he needs to be "notified".
My email was full with emotions, some good some bad. But I did give him help with what I want.Result: I sent him a good night sms, he asnwers :goodnight MY little girl" (in Greek it is term of endearement). I woke up this morning with a smile and optimistic. So I sent him an other short email telling him how good that small phrase affected me and how it is simple after all to make me feel loved.
So, I will continue to be honest and try to open up.
It seems I landed at a job position today. It is more customer related oriented and I think it will be fine in the long term. It is a small victory cause they respected my objection to their original plans. Maybe the Mars (I think) moving our of Pisces after 12 years, indeed brings change. My horoscope warned about changes and said they will ALL going to turn out very good for me. We'll see... K
