SCH - thanks - it makes zero sense to me too frown
CW - waaaaay to many thoughts lol

Journaling...

H came to work on the garden, he was cleaning the pool and I went about my business cooking dinner. I served dinner for D her BF and myself. I didn't invite H to join us and didn't feel bad about it...well maybe a little.

This is so not like me, I even invited our house painters for dinners with us for a week when they were painting our house. I would normally find it rude not to invite people that are at the house when meal is being served. But I did it. So H is working outside and we are having nice family dinner with fun conversation...he must have heard every single word through the open window.

I was going out so I was dressed up and when he finished he came in and said that he is sorry that he didn't do more outside, but his back really hurts...the way he said it he didn't give me a choice but to ask "What's wrong with it?" He went on how he even had to go to a chiropractor and it didn't help...he was looking for some sympathy I guess. I didn't give him the usual dose.

Then he said that I looked great. I thanked him. And he continues "You really do" so I had to thank him again.....

Told him that I have to go, said bye and he left.

Why does he keep complimenting me when he is so "done" with me???


M53 H54 D17
M33Y T38Y
Bomb OW 09/09
OUT 10/09 BACK 11/09 OUT 01/10
WANTS TO R 04/10 BACK with OW 05/10
Wants to Reconcile 05/11 I said NO