"but everyone gave me crap for not doing it. i'm confused."
That is not true. We gave you crap for balking and making excuses on why you should not bake them. I pointed out.. quite clearly.. that you were freaking out before you even baked them. Your half as$ effort of going to the store.. buying the stuff.. and mixing it up.. was doomed the second you did it to prove us wrong.
How did it feel knocking on the door? Were you scared? What were you going to say if he opened the door?
"oh i know what you mean. i fear the novelty will wear off and then what is there to fill the void. and yes, it's a pretty expensive sport."
Do "Work" and we won't have to worry about that. Now.. if you buy a house.. find a new boyfriend.. then we will have to worry.
Protect.. what you have.
Prepare.. for what is coming.
"when i'm focused at work, i'm really good at what i do."
I know. So does Coach and Laura. Your mind just needs a more healthy direction.
"oh my. is this like your batting cage thing?"
You tell me.
"don't worry, i'll only remember the first half of that paragraph - seek out people and make a positive impact to their lives."
The first sentence is all you have to remember. (12 words)
Seems like you got it and retained it to memory. Talk about it. (post on what you did)
How was IC?
What did you do yesterday?
What are you going to do today?
Can you...
Relax Eat Think Act normal React.. Smartly. Do something different. Emulate. Do Work.