I feel like i need to contact WAW

[knightinneed]

No your right. You really are, everyone is right. I am just struggling hard right now. I am just the Anti-Vulcan at this point, cant get a grip.

I have probably caused myself this emotional distress by not detaching and ignoring things. I need to do this, just completly deal with my heartache and get over this. I will focus on my kids.

I spent time with DD1 tonight, and well it completely gets my mind off all this, but I only get her for about 2-3 hrs and then I have to leave my sisters house.

They are so good, and really adore her so much. They made her a nice Girl room with all her toys and things, and she just started walking. I fed her, played with her, and had so much fun. Its about the only time I am able to push back the pain.

Yea I probably shouldn't date your right, legal reasons, even if WAW is.

I just wish I had the strength of some on this board, I did pray for clarity for the past 3 days, but also that we could be re-united too. I guess god answered my prayers and showed me the STONE COLD truth about what she is up too.

Man I feel so stupid right now.