I just can't take it anymore

[james217]

I'm just trying not to think about this entire situation and get depressed

That's a lot easier for me to do when I focus on what I can do to improve the things in my life right now.

And I mean... the things and people around me. Heck just getting this house back in shape after months of two people in limboland not taking care of it is a lot to do.

well in a week or so im about to be busy with doctors appointments and whatnot. i stay busy. i've pretty much stopped being really emotional and crying and all that crap.

so im in better shape. just still have the highs and lows

just wish it didn't have to be like this. it really saddens me