I am so distraught its not funny, i feel like i need to get drunk and sleep for 2 straight days or something.
I'd say alcohol is about the last thing you need right now.
If you are going to go looking for a crutch to help you through this, then get a script for anti-depressants or such. Your counselor may be able to hook you up with a better recommendation.
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