I feel like i need to contact WAW

[knightinneed]

Timeheals i actually seen IC right after this and I told him about it. He advised that if I dont report it he would, for her threatening my kids so I did. CPS was notified about it.

I feel like I dont know what the hell is happening, and well I agree I do need to be Papa Bear because if any of it is true its just plain sick, she is not normal any more.

I dont understand why I STILL CARE?!?! I cried at IC because I am so in love with her, because I just remember the sweet W that she once was. I just didnt see the warning signs I guess, she extremely attractive and was so good to me for a while.

I guess i keep thinking of myself her and the baby and the good times. I hate that I cannot detach it is destroying me and now that I have confirmed OM it just got worse in every way.

I MUST DETACH!! And I have to let go.

I will do whats right for DD1 and if that means full custody at least until she gets her [censored] together, then maybe it can go Joint then.

I am so distraught its not funny, i feel like i need to get drunk and sleep for 2 straight days or something.