Exposed finally,,limbo land

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So I see lawyer tomorrow at 10 am, this will be 2nd one I've consulted with. I will talk with him about legal separation paperwork, and see about printing it out and stuff after that. We will not separate til kids are out of school.

LRT is in process along with 180. I think I over poisoned my mind with the VOR, yet I probably needed to hear it to kick myself into the next gear.

She has basically turned her back on her and my entire family at this time, as well as avoiding any friend that has a wiff of this. That is going to get very old for her quick.

I'm about as low as I can get, so I'm hoping that the only place to go is up from here. She probably wont be involved in that at all for a while if ever, but my 180 plan is in place, and I've taken a few of the baby steps in that direction I need.

This has just come on so fast that it has overwhelmed me, I'm reeling, yet I know what I need to do.

I definitely need you guys to stay on top of me, and keep me focused because I'm a bit dazed at this time.

Thanks