Mish, I had a bad habit/tendency to always laugh at Dan at the worst possible times. Sorry my sense of humor is just weird! For example once he was trying to show off how well he could make pork cutlets frying them in an electric skillet. Well smart guy was cooking shirtless, and he casually flops the cutlets in the skillet. Needless to say hot grease came flying out, got his side and a bunch of fingers on one hand. He was howling in pain and dancing up and down in the kitchen.
He was seriously hurt (for real, we wound up at the ER and he had to go to a plastic surgeon to keep from having permanent damage on a couple fingers) and I laughed my a$$ off at him bc the sight was so funny! He got super angry bc I laughed at his pain. But I didn't mean it like that...
Anyway long way of saying, try not to get to embarrassed/hurt. I am sure he was laughing at the visual of you toppling over during what was supposed to be a romantic/sexy moment. Not laughing at your overture.
And his actions so far seem pretty great to me...it's been two years here girl! But seriously, he clearly is there for more than the physical stuff. Glad you are finding him to be a partner again, try to appreciate the positives and gain confidence from them.
