As a whole she's always been on the quieter side. I've always prided myself as being someone who could "read" people pretty well. She was the only one that I couldn't.
But we made it work and loved each other.
It effects the kids to some extent. She glosses over things with them and doesn't talk to them about feelings. She plays with them and buys them things as rewards whereas I would compliment them. I didn't want them to grow up spoiled.
She has told me that she wished she had the kids with her all the time, but there are times I ask if she wants to come over to dinner and she'll say "no thank you".
From what I understand from her aunts and uncles, when her dad left her family no one ever brought him up. It's like he didn't exist and I don't think her mom ever talked to her about her feelings. I get the feeling she's doing the same.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
