What you fb2 and Sandi are sensing is lack of trust. So? How unexpected is that?
I may get an option at work, move divisions/units but do the same line of work (numbers) but with a young person that is fun and at the administration bulding, 1st floor over my BGF.
I hope it works out. And for me, in a way I cannot explain it feels like a small victory. It's all about company-politics... K
Limbo sucks, this time at work.. UGH! Anyway, keeping my mojo and trying to see any opportunities within the company. H for the first time talked to someone about me regarding a job prospect in another company. I've been asking him for years and it is the first time he actually uses his status to do such a thing for me. Keeping that on hold for a while.
My son is sick today and he will miss his last day at school. He seems very negative lately, about school, he is tired.
I havent been posting much, not much to say and frankly this job thing has stressed me or did stress me tha last week or so.
H and have been talking and he is very busy. He was on TV tonight because the players were robbed. Someone stole their money from the hotel. I sent him flowers for his bday on Sat.
Tomorrow is John's and Kerrys birthday... 2 of my favourite male friends here. Happy Birthday guys! Love you both!!! K
Glad the relationship is doing well and continues to get better. I hope the job part works out so you can enjoy your summer and have little stress.
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Hi all, sent a long email to H yesterday. My gut feeling is to try and be open with him and avoid any kind of additional resentment from building up. I also KNOW that he has been trained by me to take things for granted in the past and sinec I have changed he needs to be "notified".
My email was full with emotions, some good some bad. But I did give him help with what I want.Result: I sent him a good night sms, he asnwers :goodnight MY little girl" (in Greek it is term of endearement). I woke up this morning with a smile and optimistic. So I sent him an other short email telling him how good that small phrase affected me and how it is simple after all to make me feel loved.
So, I will continue to be honest and try to open up.
It seems I landed at a job position today. It is more customer related oriented and I think it will be fine in the long term. It is a small victory cause they respected my objection to their original plans. Maybe the Mars (I think) moving our of Pisces after 12 years, indeed brings change. My horoscope warned about changes and said they will ALL going to turn out very good for me. We'll see... K
Jupiter! Jupiter moved out of Pisces (it goes round to every sign every 12 years).. it has now retrograded into Aries, so a powerful 3 months for us, where changes will happen and yes, be for the best.. and then it goes back into Pisces before leaving (not sure when) to return 12 years from now.
I am glad you are feeling optimistic.. as you should. Me too.
I love hearing about your hubbie being loving and responsive toward you. I will NEVER forget all those endless lonely nights and just how much you and I and many of us here, cried and wondered what we did to deserve such a cruel turn of events in our previously settled lives...
With love and optimism for you also, Al xxx
Me:40! H:37 Together: 12yrs IDLY & left 11/07 ADs 03/08 OW 8/08 Reconciled 05/09 now married! my thread
