Not sure which way to go anymore

[Mystik]

I relied on H for companionship and love mostly, I was the handyman/cook/maid around the house. Sure, H mowed the lawn and snowblowed the drive but had I needed to do it, I could have and at times I did. So I know that physically I can get by and survive without him, it's the emotional parts that I relied on him for.

Thanks for the lightly padded 2x4 Abbey. Even with the depression I still need to get up and do, not sit and mope. And I need to always remember that H is screwed up in the head right now. I've started reading Divorce Busting and Divorce Remedy, -and signed up for Mort Fertel's daily e-mail. It's time for me to regain control of things, starting with my house.