I think it's OK to let go

[TimeHeals]

Journaling:

I feel like my story has become kind of boring by the forum standards. There's no more soap opera, no more self-pity.

What I do have is a boat load of to-dos that I need to attack:

1. Exteriot paint for the house (need to find painters).
2. Either refinish or replace front door.
3. Basically, home maintenance is what is nagging at me right now, so I have to deal with that.

The rest is just ordinary daily stuff that keeps me busy: work, house cleaning & such, giving the dogs baths (walking them, time for heart worm medication), and so on.

Thinking of taking a crack and quitting smoking again now that thing have settled down, and the "emotional roller coaster" is more of a kiddie ride whenever I find myself on it (which is more and more rarely).