Early Parole from the MLC Chain Gang?????

[MHL]

SA,

Thank you for the words of encouragement. I know she would be the lucky one to have me back, it is actually feeling that way that is the challenge for me right now. The difference between knowing something and feeling the same thing. Sometimes I wish I did not care about her so much.

You don't need an answer only to know that it is YOURS

YOUR truth.

TG,
I know it is mine, I was reminded of just that yesterday as I called my father for his view on this job thing. He is so adamant that whatever I do it should not include my W. No one around me with very few exceptions, support me in wanting to save my M. I know coming here I do find acceptance and support and understanding.

Mach,

Speaking of understanding, thanks for understanding.

Yes, I will be on the patio tonight and tonight I will be listening to the Allman Brothers, specifically disc #3 of the Dreams box set that came out many years ago. That music speaks to my soul. The beverage will be Corona as is usual.

To everyone,
I may not have sage words of advice to give others, I wish I did, I can only offer words of encouragement and a testimony to my own experience.

I do know this, in order to stay out of the place I got into last night I have to stay positive, and this is the day to do so!!!

I hope that some of you out there can latch onto some of that positive energy and find the strength to go one more hour or one more day. This is what I have to give back because so many times I feel I take more than I give. I hope I can be an example to others that staying positive will help get you through. It certainly does for me.