I gave up...filed for D

[courageous wife]

(((luvless)))

I am sorry to see that you had to file, but you did because you have to look out for you and your chidren!!!

[luvless]

Thank you everyone - really. I cannot tell you how much I appreciate all of your support.

A decision to divorce my husband was made for me. A decision to divide our family was made for us.

Me and the kids are now making our own decisions. We will stick together and encourage each other to heal from this.

Luv you guys.

[LSG]

luv,

Your latest post shows your strength and is what has inspired me since following your thread. I am glad to see you are back to your fighting spirit that I find so refreshing about you with all the crap you have endured with your H.

Keep going strong for you and your kids! If you are down, get back up and start again.

(((hugs)))

[luvless]

LSG - I have to say I'm flattered that you are impressed with me but I must tell you I don't feel all that proud of myself. I have a lot of bad days where the sadness and despair overpower me. I know it's a process but still you give me a little too much credit.

Thank you for always coming by and voicing your positive and uplifting thoughts.

Luv

[idontunderstand]

Luv,

I am running quickly in your direction. I don't want a D, but something has to give.

You did what you had to do. He left you with no other choice.

Be proud of yourself for trying and growing as much as you have.

We all are.

[luvless]

IDU...thank you so much for your kind words.

I'm sorry that you are being forced to do something you don't want. It's awful.

Bless your family and your two small children. I hope your wife comes to her senses.

Luv

[Babydoll]

A decision to divorce my husband was made for me. A decision to divide our family was made for us.

isnt that the awful truth! I am so sorry you are backed into filing for D. )))HUGS(((

Me and the kids are now making our own decisions. We will stick together and encourage each other to heal from this.

You are strong and your kids are very lucky to have you in their lives and fighting for them... for your family. You will all get through this...

Stay Strong!

[luvless]

Babydoll - thank you for your support. It's been a battle staying positive and being there for the kids. Sometimes I want to run away from all of this but then I'd be no different than my former husband. I never want to be like him.

Today is going to be a very nice day. My best friend is getting married today and it is going to be fun. We are staying in a hotel because it's an hour from home. The kids are complaining they have to wear dress shoes but they will have fun.

I am going to make the most of today - and tomorrow - because when Tuesday comes it's back to work and stress. I will be under a lot of pressure from all this attorney BS and paperwork.

Luv ya

[Gardener]

luv, Just found your new thread.
I am sorry you finally had to stand and take action, but proud that you did.

You may not see your strength at times and I know more often than not the pain and anger overwhelms, but we see that strength, Mama Bear.
We've watched it grow.

Stay strong.

I hope you had a friggin' blast at the wedding!

[luvless]

Thank you Gardener....really.

Good morning friends. Yes I had a great time at my best friend's wedding. I even had two guys at the end of the night (one knocking at my door) and one texting me to come have fun with them....literally at the same time. I was thinking of all of us...how we all got here and how dare these married men try and hook up with me. I shook my head and laughed and thought of you guys...too funny. BUT hey way to tempt a girl who hasn't had sex in 3 months LOL

On a serious note I have a couple of fun days left here and there before hell breaks loose again. I was having a nice lunch the other day and the X text me. He hasn't text me in months! about D18 running up the cell phone bill. He wanted to know if I knew anything about it - I replied, "I can't see the bill" duh cuz your dumba** blocked me out remember?

Anyway, there is so much to tell about what's been going on but I don't want to bore you guys to death. I'm gong to journal a lot more now because I have some stressful times ahead - wait - I'm supposed to be positive right?

Heres something interesting...yesterday was the FIRST day I felt icky feelings towards my ex husband - usually I feel sad and I miss him well...I was thinking about everything yesterday I am free of him! No more lies and no more watching over his drinking and bad habits!

Keep hanging around guys I'm not done here.

Luv you!!!

Luv