Need a Plan for My Marriage

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Today was a busy day with meeting with my attorney. We finished my response, and I will file it tomorrow with the court. I believe what I am asking for is fair, and it does not go after her in a ruthless way.

I hope to hear back on the position that I applied for tomorrow about whether or not I will get it.

Tonight W came home, and the kids wanted pizza, so I decided to take them for pizza tonight. It was going well with no communication between W and I at all. W said she would buy the kids something at the store. I find that she is using our credit cards alot, and she has them all maxed out. This is after she said that paying the bills is no big deal. She did not mention that budgeting seems to be very hard for her. I always made it work. I guess I don't know what I am doing if I have money left over. Maybe that is what she means. I don't know. Anyways, she had to borrow some money from me. She said, "I will pay you back." I told her this is crazy. You want to borrow money from me. She asked if any of the cards work, and I told her I don't use them. She was so mad about having to borrow money from me. She would not let me help her carry or put the items in the car. I just said okay.

She comes home and instantly goes to the bathroom to text OM. I find it so hilarious that she can't do anything without him. She is so dependent on him for everything. I am glad I have become more independent, and I count on myself more than ever. I don't need another person to validate me the way she does. It is so sad that she needs that from another person.

I am glad that I have become more independent and confident in myself and what I can do.

She seems sad, angry, and just plain miserable. I have not seen anybody so unhappy.

She will be more unhappy in a couple of days I bet after I serve her the response. I will have to be on the defensive for her response. I will go on to fight for custody of my kids.

She has taken all the money, except the money from my temporary position, and cheated on me, lied to me, and treated me poorly, but I am becoming stronger everyday.

I just do not want to be with this person anymore. She is so vindictive and not worth my time I have given to this relationship.

I told her the other night I am done, and I mean it.