Hey stranger,

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you may not have come to grips with it....but it's the best thing that ever happened to you...she is batchittcrazy..and for that there is no cure..


I get that, don't want her, dont care about her, dont deal with her, she is a nut job. I was more saying that teh emotional damage reached deeper than I thought it did. I am sure a lot of that was me being a "guy" and not allowing my armor to get any chinks in it. The thing is Mike, after almost 4 years I shouldnt still feel all the hurt and pain that I do. I shouldnt still tear up when I leave my best friend and his wife and kids because I miss that "family" part of my life. It hurts like hell not haing that part of my life anymore.

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Doubt--stop being a dick...you doubt yourself because you are 1. getting older 2. cause you're being a dick

Really, you had to throw in the older part. I am completely ok with you calling me a dick, I get that. but old.... low blow.


Ian


M- 48
XW- mentally 17
KIDS- 3- S19, D23, D28
Married- 17 years
Divorce final- 10/16/09