pretty much the same. H continuing to make contact... maybe its just b/c of baby. Who knows...
I think he is more anxious to get things ready for the baby... he installed the car seat, moved furniture around, went over list for birth announcements, wants to go to place order for furniture tomorrow, talks about staying over at the hospital, and helping me a lot when the baby is born, birthing class went well last night, next week is last one and we have a tour and meet and greet at the pediatrician's office, and on and on and on...
He seems a lot more comfortable when he is around me... that's the hard part. We are so close to normal (w/o the affection of course) but we click... we get a long... he knows it too! Says little things about 'we' and people judge and they dont know whats going to happen... and i am thinking WHAT'S GOING TO HAPPEN??? I did ask why he doesnt want more for himself... a family, a wife, a baby living under the same roof... says he thinks about it, but doesnt want to give an answer right now, doesnt feel he has to answer right now and wants to focus entirely on the baby. for once I agree! He popped over the other day... wanted to tell me something going on with his family and he makes contact just to say hello...
honestly i am trying focus on the baby.
so, like a 16 year old girl, i wait for his texts first... like seeing missed calls... dreaming...
