Too Late For Us?

[mrbt]

Thank you 8. Your comments do not make me angry. When I read my own words aloud, it sounds so bizarre. How could this be about my life? How did things get so f*@$k'd up?

I am stunned as well. This was so unexpected. Things seemed to be going well and improving. When she told me she was going for a drive, my gut told me something wasn't right - we just saw each other two hours prior and she was happy.

I don't know what I will do now. I am out of town for work right now. We are both supposed to fly home to visit family and go to a wedding this weekend. Then I will be out of town all next week. I guess I was trying to just let the dust settle until I get home and have a chance to talk with my counselor.

I feel like I have no choice but to end the marriage. I am thinking of asking her to move out while I am away. But . . . I kinda want a chance to talk with her . . . I have many unanswered questions in my mind.

I really do want our marriage to survive but don't see how that is possible now. I never imagined I'd find myself here.