How did you make the decision to stick this out for 2 years? I mean, I get having a life but if my H isn't willing to actually work on our M than I don't want to put my life on hold in terms of new relationships etc.
I'm scared of being strung along while he figures himself out. He's young and this has been his first long term relationship and I'm sure has the feeling of being "tied down" seeing how I'm so controlling. I totally see and will admit to my fault in this.
Honestly, when I met him and found myself pregnant - this was one of my biggest fears that he'd get tired of the married/responsible life. I believe in the law of attraction so will take blame that I've attracted this to myself.
He's a good man - a great man really...this is so out of character for him.
It dawned on me today that the day he left - I actually had to beg him to leave. I asked him if he wanted to be with me and he said "right now...no...but you don't want to be with me either". So in essence I actually asked him to leave (with the thoughts he'd be back the next day). I just couldn't have him here knowing that he didn't want to be with me. When he picked up our D last Thurs - I asked him if he wanted to grab anything while he was here and he had to get underwear cause he only took 2 pairs with him on Sunday (yet took a huge duffel bag to his moms)
I'm just confused about everything. Being the LBS - I don't even know how to fogive him for this...even if he had a right to be upset with me...I think leaving his family has been a huge betrayal.
I like your insight please keep posting if you can....
