People do come around. Alot of it comes from you. I've been at this for two years and I was in your exact shoes. If someone would have told me that I'd still be here so far down the line, I would have said they were crazy. But here I am.
Is my D busted? Not yet. Are things better? Yes I would say they are 200% better than they were before. The thing is I didn't put my life on hold. I made a decision to stay M, but continue to live my life. Meet new friends, go out, get new hobbies, etc. Occupy your time with things that matter to you right now.
Take the stress out of your interactions with your H. Let's face it, you can't change his mind right now anyway, so give things a chance to calm down. It'll give him the space he wants and give you time to collect yourself.
You are in panic mode right now. I know my panic mode lasted several months. But you get over it. One day at a time.
You can do it. You just have to believe you can do it.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
