So.. what are you going to do today.. that is different?
i brought my cupcakes in to share with my co-workers. they liked them.
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What was the purpose you woke up for this morning?
gotta make $$. even though i manage to get through the first six months without doing much damage to my professional reputation, i feel like i owe it to my employer to do better. plus, i got called in to see a manager today. i thought i was "in trouble" or my work performance was being questioned but it was the opposite. i'm being asked to help out on another project that is currently behind. whew.
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Squash seems like a good thing.. nice to see you talking about it.
it is for me. however, my big toe is really sore (purple toe nail :(). i may have to take a night off or something. i don't know.
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Again.. things don't have to be grand. Look around you at people. See if you can spot someone in need of a hug.. or just a smile. I know.. it seems trivial.. or silly.. but just try it.
squash gives me plenty of opportunities to do this. people have been very warm and friendly.
i still feel a bit of anxiety. like i'm running out of time and my anger is still overwhelming. it's best not to talk about it with anybody. that's what triggers it. it's like re-living the whole thing over and over again. shut up. and focus on squash.
