The list turned out to be longer than I thought it would be, and I had worked on more than I thought I did.. It feels good to see progress in myself regardless of the R with H.
Having a moody day today.. Up and down moods but nothing drastic..
Thoughts of missing the old H are there, but they aren't acutely painful. Regret of not knowing everything I do now earlier in my M is there too, again, not as acute...
It feels like the calm before the storm as I know H will have the kids this weekend and I'll have to see him.
I do plan on being dressed to the nines in heels for the first time in years when he comes by to pick them up.. even though I'm only going for a coffee with a female friend.. LOL H won't know that though...
He actually called to talk to the kids last night.. just to say hi.. The cynical side says he's trying to build a case for joint custody.. the other hopes he's actually trying.. the whole of me dismisses it as irrelevant at this point and time..
I may be coming down with a cold too.. not fun if I am..
~ This Diamond now SHINES!! ;-p ~
My Sitch in MLC - http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Main=45253&Number=1901148#
