I can't say that I haven't been irrational at times, maybe even driving some of my family a little crazy...I must admit, but as the days go by and I keep reading all of your stories and advice....I can say
-I have become focused on the future and look forward to making a good life for me and my daughter. -I have learned to accept that although me and my H may not be together he is still my daughters dad and I have to accept that and not say mean or negative things about him in front of my daughter. - I maintained my employment, even when there were times that I wanted to just stay in bed and not go to work, even if I had to go to work with red swollen eyes from crying and lack of sleep. -I spent as much time with my daughter taking her out to different places and having fun with her when I would have loved to just stay in bed again! - I have learned to take a step back and think about the situation before I react. - I have learned that it is ok to let go - I have recognized my faults and am working on them through this site, self help books and will be going to counseling soon. - I am willing to grow, change and take action to improve ME, so I can be the best mommy for my daughter.
Me30 H38 D6 Married for 7 years Relationship before marriage 3 years Husband is sending me on the biggest rollercoaster in the world.