I can't say that I haven't been irrational at times, maybe even driving some of my family a little crazy...I must admit, but as the days go by and I keep reading all of your stories and advice....I can say

-I have become focused on the future and look forward to making a good life for me and my daughter.
-I have learned to accept that although me and my H may not be together he is still my daughters dad and I have to accept that and not say mean or negative things about him in front of my daughter.
- I maintained my employment, even when there were times that I wanted to just stay in bed and not go to work, even if I had to go to work with red swollen eyes from crying and lack of sleep.
-I spent as much time with my daughter taking her out to different places and having fun with her when I would have loved to just stay in bed again!
- I have learned to take a step back and think about the situation before I react.
- I have learned that it is ok to let go
- I have recognized my faults and am working on them through this site, self help books and will be going to counseling soon.
- I am willing to grow, change and take action to improve ME, so I can be the best mommy for my daughter.


Me30
H38
D6
Married for 7 years
Relationship before marriage 3 years
Husband is sending me on the biggest rollercoaster in the world.