At my wit's end

[angierenee]

I completely understand how you feel.. I am always really stressed out when I go out of town with my daughter. even though it is supposed to be something fun I have so much anxiety and stress I can't even enjoi myself, because I am wondering what he is doing, the nights are the worst.

I am so sorry you are going through this...but at least you do have the transparency to ease your mind. Just try really hard not to think about him and what he is doing. Keep in the PRESENT, this is the key, try not to let your mind wonder into that territory. When you start thinking about it quickly try to change your train of thought before it takes over.

You can do this! Have fun and enjoi yourself! But if you honestly dont think you can, maybe postpone or cancel until you feel more confident leaving him alone.