Things are going great. Little things..since I got upset that he had phoned her on his mobile after saying he had had no contact with her and he insisted it was his work colleagues sharing phones.. he has stopped bringing his work mobile home. I am sure its just so that he doesnt risk upsetting me, becuase there will be times he has to call her for work, but there is nothing to worry about and he cant keep repeating that.
There are still times I feel an urge to mention the past, in the context of appreciating the now compared to the then...but he ALWAYS grimaces and doesnt like it. He said he was sorry, he knows its selfish of him, but it just still makes him feel so bad for how he behaved. I really virtually never mention it though.
Other than that, he is his usual devoted self and we are super busy with wedding plans! And we got a date to start IUI, 28th July... So why do I feel so down and a bit lonely lately ???
Me:40! H:37 Together: 12yrs IDLY & left 11/07 ADs 03/08 OW 8/08 Reconciled 05/09 now married! my thread
