I gave up...filed for D

[luvless]

They locked my "I feel like giving up pt. 2" so I'm starting a new thread. I'd like to stay here in newcomers for now. I have to figure out how to put the link up to my old thread to give new readers some backround.

My former husband stopped depositing his paycheck in mid April into our joint checking account and that was the last straw for me. I had to file for divorce to get support. He threatened to leave but never moved out or filed. I had to do it - it seems that's what he wanted - for me to file.

I am sad and disgusted. It's been an awful 7 months mourning the loss of my marriage. I'm trying to keep afloat financially and take care of the kids. I am left picking up all the pieces. I am dealing with my own broken heart along with theirs - makes me cry and makes me mad as hell.

We are in the beginning stages of divorce. I still can't believe this is happening but I've got to stay strong for me and these kids who are looking to me for strength. Thank you all who continue to stay around and support me through this.

Luv