Yup, I'm around a little yet. Things with my M and H are better, heading in a positive direction IMO.
The hardest part for me was carving out my own life that didn't rely on or depend on H. We had done so much together and the memories haunted me every time I did something. I had to force myself to activities, and activity breeds activity so the ball started rolling.
How's your painting projects?
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.