Thank you DiamondGirl. Appreciate this and the fact you took the time to type it out for me. I printed it and have already reviewed it twice today.
Today is hard. I'm trying to stay positive but I'm so heart broken and the pain at times is unbearable. I've just finished yet another crying fit.
Does this ever get better? I know that I'm supposed to find something to do with myself but it's hard when I work all day then care for my 2 and 12 year old.
Tell me how to deal with this pain...I'm terrified of losing him for good. All I can think about is our hopes/dreams gone and how he changed instantly over night.
Do WAS have regrets? Do they come back? I need some hope!
