I can honestly say I'm not really sad about the D papers. I'm really ready to just move on - I've met several very nice men and I'm seriously looking forward to playing the field a little bit
New job is awesome! I really like it and I'm fitting in well. The worst is over for the training/learning part of switching jobs so I'm just starting to settle in to a routine.
I the dancing is going horrible - apparently the dance studio dosen't do alot of stuff in the summer so there has been nothing good for me to take. I'm still looking around for other studio's that are doing lessons over the summer. Bellydancing lessons with the instructor I've been using won't resume until fall... SO I have signed up for a 5K locally at the end of July and joined a local running room chapter that has a group 5K prep class 3 days/ week so I can meet some new running friends and learn to run outside (Since I'm totally a spoiled runner on my treadmill ) I've also been taking a pilates class to help fill my time.
I can say - honestly - that I don't want to Be married to my H anymore. Now it will just be the process of dealing with his overbearing sense of entitlement .... which I have avoided by not yet going through the legal process. I'm glad its happening now - when I have the right coping tools and resources.
I was feeling very alone Sun night, but I'm really not alone at all and sometimes I need to remind myself of that. I have a very very good support network and alot of great things going in my life. Plus... if I get really down I just need to remember that my H rents the spare bedroom in his brothers 2 bedroom double wide trailer and is dating a whore.... While I sit in my beautiful (almost completely renovated) house and am currently choosing between quite a few bachelors on various dating sites
HUGS
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