I feel like i need to contact WAW

[knightinneed]

Yes we do. I just wonder if her " leave me the [censored] alone " can be percieved as ANGER as in she still has emotion for me. Or she HATES me??
I just dont know anymore, the no contact has me in the dark, and well i guess I shouldnt be mind reading anyway. She said D papers would arrive 2 weeks ago, they still havent shown up.

We go back to court on july 15 so i guess ill get a reading then on if she has calmed down any.

I prayed real hard today a number of times, and ask for guidance through my mess, just a sign or something. Thats why it shocked me to see her chat pop up on gmail. Probably just a coincidence.

I keep saying to myself I need to move on. But I keep getting curious about her and praying for it to work out. Im in a true limbo these days.