I'm honestly not sure that they don't believe me (I think I might just be reading into it). You can tell they are very concerned. His mom just said they would like to see the emails, etc so they can speak with the counselor about how to better deal with the situation. Basically, I don't think they want to just do something rash, like and intervention, if that is not the best course of action to take for the situation and I think they want to try and better understand his patterns of behavior.
They are coming over with dinner on Friday and we are going to go through everything. I would like it better that way to I can explain some of the timelines of the emails - he seems to have a pattern of doing it around certain times (holidays, birthday, anniversary, etc).
She asked if I would go to a counseling session with them, I said I would think about it. Honestly, I dont think thats really going to do anything. I feel like I'm already getting too involved.
I will probably continue to wear the rings I think until I feel like taking them off. I just can't do it yet. I'm trying to let myself guide me. For instance, I could file for divorce now because I have enough evidence to prove adultery and would not have to wait through seperation but I dont feel ready. I can't let go yet. I just feel like I will know when I need to do certain things and I'm not at that place yet.
I feel like I still need more time to process. It has only beeen 2+ weeks since he left so I'm still processing. I just need more time.
